Simple life!

There are just 2 people in my life that mean the world to me. One is my mom and the other is my husband. That makes my life very simple I guess. I have lots of uncles and aunts and cousins whom I love but I can never imagine a life without these 2 people. I hope god that I don’t live to see a day where I lose either one of them!

I can get very possessive at times. I never knew I’d love my husband so much that I can’t tolerate a single day without him. It’s been 4 days now since I’ve seen him and I feel so depressed. He is in Kerala for a week spending some time with his family. Maybe it’s the pregnancy hormones that are making me feel so dramatic. Gosh, I wish I could just snap out of this feeling.

Just 2 days back I sprained my leg.. In fact I don’t know if that’s what it is. I had this excruciating pain in my left knee as soon as I woke up on Saturday morning. I just couldn’t walk. I am very sensitive and cannot tolerate even small pain. Even if it’s a ant bite I’d react like a bee stung me. If a bee stung me.. I would react like it was a snake bite.. If a snake had to bite me.. I would have been dead even before it bit me. Yes I know you must be thinking… “How melodramatic”! I wonder how I’m going to even give birth to my baby! I don’t want to think about it now.. it gives me chills :)!

So what happened was, my leg hurt (I prefer to think it was a leg sprain actually)
so much that I was at home all weekend sitting or sleeping. I couldn’t go out spend sometime with friends or family. I don’t think I even stepped out of the door. I was so bored and missed my husband like mad! I must have bugged him so much that he is now annoyed with me. I know I was wrong in making him feel bad for my leg pain. I can be such a pain. I pity him! But I know he knows how I am and I am sure he’ll understand that I dint mean to be such a pain.

There is One good new though.. I have just completed first trimester ( first 3 months of pregnancy).. Into the 4th month now. It feels so great! I can tell the whole world now that I’m having a baby. They say the first 3 months are very crucial so we dint want to break the news to all friends about this till we finished the first three months. I broke the news to my friends already. I can never keep my mouth shut for long esp. if it’s a good news I keep bubbling with energy or keep smiling like I am on some kind of dope that the other person can easily figure it out.

Looking forward to my next scan which is just 9 days ahead. This is all I do these days.. “count days”. I still have 27 weeks and 6 days to go for “the day”.. which is 195 days. So cool na?

God bless my child!