Hope this is not my last blog before delivery!

I’ve completed 36 weeks of pregnancy… which means that it could be any day now! I am not sure how I should feel about it.. It is little strange because although I am horrified about the thought of having a normal delivery I am also eagerly waiting to hold my baby. Wondering most of the time if it is a boy or a girl.. I hope the baby has Renjith’s features (He has a better nose than I). I keep imagining and playing scenes in my mind of how the new born would yawn, sleep, cry.. Smile in its sleep.. I can imagine how thrilled Renjith would be to hold his baby.. And how proud the grandparents would be.. I can picture all their faces and all these wonderful moments.. I wish someone would capture all these moments though.

My doctor seems to think that I can have the baby before 18th August, which is hardly 2 weeks from now. I also feel the same, coz I feel so breathless coz of my tummy now. I can hardly sleep.. Eat or walk.. Feel tired all the time.
I sometimes wish I could buy all the baby stuff ahead of the delivery.. Atleast I would have a choice in my baby’s clothes/needs.. Unfortunately in Hindu culture it is believed to be a bad omen to do so.
We still have not finalized on a name.. Have a few in mind.. Renjith was adamant about having “Unnithan” as the baby’s surname.. We have been having fights over this since long. :) Now, we have a pact, if it is a normal delivery then the baby will have its surname as “Nair” else it will be “Unnithan”. Weird pact was made so that I don’t have a painful normal delivery and also have my baby named as “Unnithan”. I also have a reason now to go for normal delivery. Hehehe